Leaving...

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I thot the only feelings that I have when I leave is happiness.. But as the notice is out informing all relevant dept that I'm leaving, the heaviness starts to set in... It's been barely two days that the notice was sent and I saw a couple of concerned face asking me why am I leaving...

Luckily for me, most of them expressed sadness when they knew that I am leaving n that gave me the "hey! Actually I ain't that bad!" feeling...

Then the sadness n can't bear to leave feeling start to set in...

But I have to leave... The truth is, I have hit the lowest point in my life n only I can pull myself outta it... Some people might say that it is good to stay stable when u hit a low point which I agree but I need to repaint my life with new stuff cope with learning new things so that I can rebuild my life again and forget about all the unhappy things...

Yes, I'm crazy.. I love to rock the boat in stormy sea.. But hey I might end up rocking the boat according to the rhythm of the stormy sea n walk out of the crisis alive n more experienced!

Project: My Life is HAPPY! 27 May 2011

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TFB went out today and got me this...
Thanks to the wonderful TFB who will always get me something nice when he knows that i am sick or feeling gloomy to cheer me up...

Blogskin

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Finally get to change my blogskin!!!
The reason for the talking and not doing is purely because i couldnt find a pretty blogskin and when i do find it, i am unable to apply it onto blogspot for technical reason that i am too lazy to go and resolve it....
So today i just went to search for it again and found this one which works!
And to be frank.. i really like this blogskin alot... it is green and the flowery effect on the top is something that i really like.
So yay! i finally found something that doesnt block up most of my blog space and is very very pretty... (=

Project: My Life is HAPPY! 26 May 2011

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End of a great trip full of food and fun!
Thanks for the great trip!... Lets have one more soon.. (=

Project: My Life is HAPPY! 25 May 2011

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Went for the long awaited Malacca Trip after giving up that idea about half a year ago...
I feel blessed that i had great travel mates for the trip!

Project: My Life is HAPPY! 24 May 2011

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Went for prayer today and brought ice cream because it is a very HOT day...
I am thankful that i have a loving hubby who drives me to and fro work when he is not working and buying the MooMoo ice cream to remind himself that he is my MooMoo...

Project: My Life is HAPPY! 23 May 2011

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Something happened today... pretty serious but i shall not mention this under my life is happy entry....
Brought TFB to Swensens for dinner tonight to lighten up his mood...
I am thankful that TFB came back in one whole bubbly piece and that i have the ability to treat him to Swensens to make him feel better...

Project: My Life is HAPPY! 22 May 2011

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On the way back from town when we witness this...
Mother Nature has never fail to amaze me with the beauty she could display... No matter how deflated is my day, so long as i get to see the sunset at the end of the day... i remind myself that i have to be strong and nothing can defeat me... not when i could still see the sunset... nothing gets me down...

Project: My Life is HAPPY! 21 May 2011

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Brought Cottony out to Botanic Garden for a run on a bright sunny Sat (note: I do not like sunny weather, because me and sun dont go too well, but at least it is dry and Cottony can run!)
And we ended up in K9 Kafe for brunch...
What's more pleasing than having two men who love you have brunch with you on a lazy Saturday morning....

Project: My Life is HAPPY! 20 May 2011

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TFB had his farewel dinner at Raffles City and did not forget to buy me this... (=
It's a blessing to have somebody who think of you all the time and is willing to carry something that you like to eat home for you

Project: My Life is HAPPY!

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Alot of things happened recently.... when i say alot, i meant really alot and it destroyed the world that i previously know and cherish...
For a long while, i felt really unhappy and lost the direction in life... But i've decide that some people are just not meant to be in your life and some relations are meant to be forsaken...
Since the life that i have known previously has been destroyed... i want to rebuild my life and the difference this time is.. i am not gonna appoint anybody as my life pillar.. this is for self protection so that my life will not come crashing down again if anybody leave my life...
Of course the man and the dog will always remain in my life...
I know that my life is happy... it is blessed and i should count my blessing... I am starting this Project: My Life is HAPPY to upload a picture that makes me feel that my life is blissful and happy every single day to remind myself that i actually have a happy life and should not waste it..
So.. here's my first day...
18 May 2011: Eating almond paste with hashima in vivo city while waiting for Cottony to be groomed... It's a blessing to have a person who loves you so much that he is willing to drive you around and spending the afternoon with him eating such delicious dessert with beautifying effect

What is Happiness???

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Happy... is a word that everybody loves to be associated with.....
Happiness... isnt it the thing you should pursuit after? People earn money, indulge in their hobbies, falling in love and working on things that they are passionated about... shouldnt all these be all done for happiness?
It should be the ultimate thing that people chase after right?
So why cant i have happiness? I know very well that i am unhappy now and i know why i am unhappy... yet, why do i chose to be unhappy?
Because being happy will mean making irrational decision? But.. that is what makes me happy right? So shouldnt it be the case?
Or i am holding out for a better outcome? But, this better outcome will take a long time to come if i am in my current state... so.. what am i supposed to do then?
I dont care.. i am serving my resignation letter tomorrow.... it is irrational, but at least it makes me happy... nothing matters more to me now than my sanity and happiness.. nothing else....
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