Sylvia's World...

Hehe once again i am mia from my blog for a long time.. sorry arh.. very busy mah.. have to work now.. sianz.. haha..

Anyway... getting quite adapted to my current work life.. gettin busier and busier as days goes by..
Well.. tink that is all.. dun really have anyting in mind that i wish to blog about.. been so busy nowadays that i dun even have time to day dream.. haha no lah mayb it is because i am too tired that is y i dun really wish to go and tink of anyting other than what time can i go to bed and SLEEP.. haha tat is like the most impt ting in my life now..
Tat's all folks.. till the next time... q=

Hmm.. havent been bloggin like for donkey years.. just dun feel like bloggin there is nothin that i wish to say.. in fact i have millions of things to say.. but then dunno how to say... i found out that i have been not able to express myself very well lately.. not because i have lost the ability to express myself but rather i just dun feel like doing it..
Anyway have started my new job at a new place... was sorta doing not really alot of things for this few days because i have not receive any training yet.. but overall i m still doin fine in this company.. well it is after all only my third day.. what do you expect rite??..
No matter what it is.. i will stay here for at least one yr before i move on... gain more experiences and have a nicer resume...
My bro's wedding was last sunday.. haha i noe it is kinda late to blog it only nw.. but oh well.. i am a busy person wif lots of things to do.. i guess overall it was quite enjoyable event.. can see that my parents are very happy.. well after all hafin so much ppl cuming to them to flout abou their kid's/nephew/niece achievement, and yet on sunday whereby they can show the world hw good their kids are.. they ought to be proud and happy.. I was not one of my brother's buddy.. but i didnt sleep too!!.. sickening.. because i have to help him do his flash thingy... din sleep till around 3.30 and wake up at around 8.. argh.. still suffering from not enuff sleep.. haha.. anyway.. the wedding was good.. went around helping my brother.. i guess when your house have a wedding, it would be a happy one.. we had a post wedding session at my home.. whereby my dad my mum and me sat down and chit chat.. wif food lah of course... they sorta say that the next wedding cumin up would be mine.. and sumhow i can sense how that they are starting to anticipate my wedding.. haha but then much as i would like to have a wedding and make them proud.. i am afraid i dun have the ability to.. unless i get outta this 'Miss My Prince' phrase, i would never fall in love with another guy, much less get married..
I also found out that.. without the burden of constantly thinkin about him.. my thots and decision are less clouded.. i have sorta step out of this very bad phrase.. and i can slowly feel myself rise to a higher level... i have gathered enuff strenghts to straighten out my life.. i think that for the past few months.. i have been stayin at one place and not move on.. in hope that i will get to see him more if i stay at tht point of my life.. i am afraid of moving on.. pure afraid.. i admit that i am a coward in this because i dunno what does the future lies for me.. for weeks.. i dun dare to think i dun dare to move.. now i have taken my first step.. move outta tat point of my life.. and i found that gradually his influence on my life is gettin lesser and lesser.. and i am able to straighten out my life nw
Not that i know what i want already.. but rather i know how i should go about living my life.. i am more determine than ever now that i wan to stay at this current work place of mine and get a degree.. that is the first step that i want to take now.. subsequently.. i will save up enuff money and open a shop.. should be a florist ba.. haha.. then you all muz cum and buy flower from me kie kie.. q=