Sylvia's World...

Spent the whole weekend at Yishun with TFB and Cotton and I had to admit, I really enjoyed it.

Staying at home, cooking for TFB, packing the place, trying to get it into a home, playing with Cotton and overall just making the whole place a better place to stay in… But, there is this very unrest feeling that I experienced… That is.. my kids and soft toys are not in this perfect weekend…

While I felt very settled down and happy that we get to spend a weekend doing all these stuff and not driving around, rushing around like mad people, I felt very torn that my kids and soft toys are not there with me.

Don’t get me wrong, I don’t find them a chore, in fact, they are still a priority in my life… Without them, Sylvia will not be complete.. but I can’t move them in with me now… which is the worse part of this whole thing….

I would like to move to a place, where there is just TFB, the kids, soft toys and Cotton and I can stay there forever… but.. this place is not going to come so soon.

I feel so torn.. between the two places…. Sigh…

When is my flat gonna be completed?.......... When??????

P.S. But.. despite all this, i am still grateful for having a great life with a great husband and a krever dog...