Sylvia's World...

Hmm nothing to do.. so here i am to enter a blog.. notice i dun call this nonsense because what i am goin to say in the following paragraph is serious okie.. haha..
Well i had a gathering wif Ah Fa, Linda, Kai Ren and Tom on tuesday.. it was really wonderful... i really enjoyed myself that day.. it had really been a looooong time since i last saw them and going out with them really make me very happy... Then i suddenly realised that i miss poly life alot.. alot alot alot.. i came to realise that i wun really be seeing them so often anymore.. coz everybody haf already gone out of poly and will be leading their own life.. i mean when you graduate from secondary school and you go to either poly or jc thought ppl are leading their own life but the feeling is different because you noe that thought your sec school friends had their own friends but they are still studying.. now that we had graduated from poly and jc, friends are really going to go different path.... some will be like me... start working.. some will still be studying.. some are going to get married le and some had gone into NS.. i guess this is really a horrible feeling when you noe that you and ur friends are really going to go different path in life.. it is a sad feeling.. but life still haf to go on.. though you are going different way from ur friends.. at least there are happy memories that you can take out once in a while and tink about it..

Anyway.. guys.. i really had a great time on tuesday.. i really miss those days in poly whereby we will all sit at mensa canteen and gossip.. laze around and while me and ah fa will fight like kids.. haha... i was truly happy on tuesday.. and though we are going different path in life.. we muz still keep in contact okie.. (=

It is two in the morning and i haf decided to blog some nonsense here.. well this few days alot of things had happened.. I had already left my previous job.. on a break before i move onto my new job.. I am fine le.. really fine.. i no longer like him anymore.. those who noe who is he should noe who is he.. haha.. actually he was the one who made me realise that i dun like him anymore.. something that he did made me realise that he is not the guy that i thot he is.. like i told those who noe that i like him.. i will like him and fall sooo deep for him is because the feeling not anyting else.. now i realise that mayb the feeling is not rite from the beginning.. it is just that all along i had thot that it is the rite feelin.. so i allow myself to fall deeper and deeper.. nw and then i still feel a little bit of heartache.. but after a while it will be okie.. i haf decided that i will never fall in love.. because i feel that i will never be prepared.. mayb i am really searching for my prince charming.. the perfect guy for me.. which in real life.. how could anybody find the prefect guy she had been tinking about.. it is near to impossible.. i noe that i am dreaming.. tat is why i prefer not to fall in love.. it is better tat way.. there are still alot of things in the world for us to do oher than falling in love.. I decided to adopt a child in third world country not those that i brin back lah.. as in those that stay wif their parents but then i will pay a sum of money to them every mth for the kid's basic needs like food, clothes as well as food.. i had decide i want to do more meaningful things in life.. (=
Life had not been so light and easy to carry on for a long time.. when i like him.. the thot that we cannot be together constantly drag me down and made life a heavy ting to carry on.. i have decide to enjoy this moment to the fullest...

Second ting of the day.. just had a chat wif my friend(if you are wondering how cum i blog at 2pm is because i was chatting wif him till now).. he can be considered as one of my bestest friend in secondary school.. never did i thot that he can be my good friend.. haha anyway.. had a chat wif him.. catch up with him a bit.. did not see him for a v. long time.. Well he nagged at me to contact another of my friend.. haha *opps* hopefully he du get to see my blog otherwise he is goin to kill me for sayin that he nagged at me.. anyway he really did nagged at me to contact this friend of mine whom i am no longer in contact wif and is not on good term wif her.. but he feel that i should contact her because we used to be like the best bestest friend in secondary school.. yet we fall out with each other.. the reason behind it.. it is too long to explain.. but i guess none of my poly friend except zhuang hui hui noe about this story.. in any case.. i promise my friend that i will send her an email then the rest is up to her to see if she wish to contact me.. well but it is already so late.. so i guess that i will email her again tomorrow.. argh~ why do i always had to do tis kind of tingy.. It is 2.06am in Singapore.. goin to sleep soon.. Gd nite!

Hmm.. havent been really maintaining my blog for a v. looooong time.. ever since i changed the skin to this butterfly tingy... then i maintain for a while and blog consistently then ignore the whole blog totally... kie kie i noe previous few time i blog on some crap then stop.. kie kie some REAL updates about myself.. erm.. definately i am still abit upset... a little bit only.. not really tat much that i will fall into depression.. anyway i quit my job le.. okie before you all jump into conclusion that i am a bad youngster who waste her life.. i found a job before i quit my current job.. Well i really cant stand this job anymore le.. it is getting more and more crappy as days goes by.. so i decide i need to loook for a new job.. hey i am already a v. crappy person if i stay in a crappy job i will turn even more crappy.. haha... but i am still confused over my feelings.. i mean i should have felt v. happy when i leave this job rite considering how much i hate it.. yet in my heart i felt a bit upset.. i noe why lah.. coz my colleagues are v. nice.. I really cant bear to leave them..

Actually i should consider myself lucky that my colleagues are nice.. BUT fish got to swim, birds got to eat.. so Sylvia had to change job.. Or i stayed in this job, ee my mood is really very horrible.. it flutuate like nobody's business (thought it is really nobody's business) but this shouldnt be the case!... I will just flare up when some small irritating issue happen.. One person that i truly appreciate is Bee Ting.. she had been v. patient with me throughout this period of time when my mood is so horrible to face.. thought i reallly flare up she still patiently follow me home and tell me to tell her what happened because i will die of anger if i dun tell anybody.. which is true lah and to make tings worse she send me an greeting sms the day after telling me that she appreciate me as a friend.. Hey Bee Ting if there is anybody to be appreciated it will be me tellin you that i appreciate you as my friend..Hopefully the new job is sumting that i like.. then i will be happy everyday.. =D

Okie some updates at home.. erm actually not much updates.. here is some character that you will encounter at my home..
My mum who behavior like the empress dowager who will eliminate anybody who dares to challenge her(haha just kidding)..
My dad who is the acid generating machine who will now and then generate some high acidity content conversation with us ( i am toking about the truth, never will you see a dad like mine who will stop at nothing to suan us.. haha)..
My bro who is the big sister(coz every now and then he will bitch with us)..
My sister who is as veggie life as ever (imagine getting food poisoning after eating uncooked canned food)
Me who is the brat of the family (coz i am the only one who will challenge the empress dowager, suan back the acid generating machine, bitch back at my da jie like nobody's business and luff at my veggie life sister for the food poisoning that she gets)..

haha okie i am just kidding.. my family is actually not tat weird.. i am really glad to be born into this family.. each and everytime when my mood reached the lowest point, i will tink of them and i am able to brace myself up again for whatever that may comes coz i noe that i definately dun wan to see them truly unhappy and worried for me over some really serious issue.. and i noe that i want to live my every single day knowing that they are safe and sound..

Today is a v. special day.. i tink only Bee Ting will noe what i meant.. one yr ago today sumting happened.. though it is a v. small ting but i still remember it.. it is a piece of memory that i cerish and hold close to my heart always... i noe some of you might think that really got so serious?.. yes it is tat serious in fact it is not serious.. it is just something that i guess only i will remember the other party will not remember and something that only a idiot like me will cerish and hold this memory dear to my heart..
Din do anyting today.. just idle my time away.. doing nothing.. i am too sad at the moment to do anything.. and i dun wish to cry anymore.. after all this time of crying.. i found out that actually you wun feel better after crying... ppl always say that if you are upset.. cry out loud.. after that you will feel soooo much better.. in the past it did work.. now it dun anymore.. no matter how many time i cry or how loud i cry.. i will still feel that lousy after crying.. but the next time tears will still flow freely.. i noe that tears are free, but after all this crying it just make my tears seems worthless.. if a woman's tears is really precious.. i guess mine had already lost its value over time..
I feel like confessing to him.. but i dun haf the courage and i dun want to lost him as my friend.. but life is already unbearable.. it is getting really sad for me to move on.. everything around me reminds me of him.. but i noe that it is impossible between the two of us.. mayb i will do a confession here.. then one day while he is surfin the net and he will so happened to come across this blog and see this confession and start luffin at how silly it is.. but i still wish to tell you.. yes you the idiot.. who made me suffered so long.. i really like you.. really really like you.. sometime i really hope that i can be together with you.. but i noe that it is impossible.. among so many girl that you have met i am just somebody who had cross path with you.. i will just blend into the crowd and fade into the background as time goes by.. you will never know how big a impact you made on my life.. you gave me a heartache that is so big that i find life unbearable.. but i had never regret knowing you.. because it is you who made me change.. knowing you is a memory that i wish to remember as much as i wish to forget.. it is amazin how you can just stand or sit beside me and my heart will feel as it is goin to jump out any moment or my emotion will be riding a roller coaster.. yet all this while you noe nothing though you are just beside me.. if given a choice i really dun mind following you to any part of the world.. but i am also aware that even if you are really goin to any part of the world you will never chose me as ur companion.. i am just day dreaming... I always wonder what are you doing now.. are you happy??.. dun be unhappy okie.. I will always support you in the decision you make okie..

*Miss My Prince*

I have having a super bad headache today.. coz i slept late last nite.. was watching My Date With A Vampire 3.. this is my least favorite among the three series.. because Wang Zhen Zhen is not inside!!... okie i noe that Wang Zhen Zhen is super irritating because she always come in between Ma Xiao Ling and Kuang Tian You, but why this show is so nice because in the first series.. it talks about the fate between Wang Zhen Zhen and Yamamoto Katsuo. It is sooo nice.. though Wang Zhen Zhen does not like him but then he still loves her and utimately they both of they sort of get together thought they died.. but it is because they are fated to be together and that is one of the point that make this how so nice.. because they have qian shi qing yuan.. THEN suddenly in this third series, there is no more Wang Zhen Zhen to be together with him.. instead the Wanyuan Bupo is in love with Yue YinPing and in the end with Goddness of Yaochi.. argh~ what happened to the qian shi qing yuan between him and Wang Zhen Zhen... i dun like!.. But being a My Date With A Vampire Encyclopedia i will still watch it.. haha...

Anyway i went out with my poly friend during saturday.. had dinner with them.. enjoyed myself thought some of the members are not there.. and there is only the two of us.. Fahee and me clowning around.. well it is always the two of us clowning around since nw Zhuang Hui Hui is in australia studying.. Really hope that there is more of this kind of outing the future.. I really miss poly life whereby life has not tat much worries and we can just slack at TP campus..

While i was going home i was super unhappy.. i found that Singaporean are super unpolite.. i was standing at the bus stop there and yet they cant see me.. have to knock me.. i was so frustrate that i tell myself i will scream at the next person who is goin to knock me again.. i really dun understand what is wrong with this ppl.. at least if they had not do this kind of ting the world will be a more pleasant place to live in.. and when i take mrt i see that youngsters are sitting and pretending to not see anything while old ppl are standing.. are this youngsters blind or anyting?.. or mayb they dun have a brain to think... are they so desperately in need of the seat?... i dun believe they are.. this is so stupid.. no matter how smart this ppl are so long as they have not basic manners to give up their seats to old people they are still stupid...

Hmm.. i found that i have been complaining alot in the two para that i had typed above.. what to do.. haha i had observed this behavior for a v. long time... been tinking of bloggin it down for a looong but i was too lazy.. since now i am bloggin.. why not just blog everything down.. haha...

Kie kie no more complain le.. complain somemore and i will turn into a grumpy old lady even before i turn old.. haha

Haiz.. this few days... i keep on tinking.. tink and tink and tink.. yet i still cant come to a conclusion.. i guess i had really killed alot of brain cells this few days... i really really really dunno what to do... i guess when life ends up like mine.. it can get pretty sad.. when i am stuck at my this job.. i keep on grumbling that i wan to get out.. fine now i have a chance to get out.. and yet my tinking swing from one pt to another day and nite.. at work i m so determine to get out of my current job.. then when i am at home or alone.. i tink that mayb tat new job offer is not suitable for me...

Argh~ can sumbody tell me.. is there something wrong wif my life or am i just trying to be funny by torturing myself day and nite tinking about this issue.. on top of all the endless frustrating issue that i had to tink about.. now i noe.. that responsibilities is really something that is v. difficult to handle.. I used to tink responsibilities arh.. okie lor no matter how big the responsibilites is.. so long as i am strong willed i am able to handle it.. NO i am wrong!!.. it is only when i start working then i know.. responsiblities is something that is very difficult to handle.. i something really wish that i had no responsiblities.. i am really v. tired from all this issue at hand.. i really dun wish to tink about anything anymore... my colleague asked me did i asked my parents what do i want to do.. i told her no.. my life is my own i should handle it.. actually somehow i wish that they could help me to solve all my problem.. but i know that i shouldnt be adding problem to their life.. therefore i chose not to tell them.. whatever decision i make i will bear the responsiblities and miseries that come along with it.. i shouldnt add this problem to my parents and let them face it just because i dont wish to face it myself..

Well after typing so much rubbish.. i still had not come to a decision.. my friend will always look be v. impressed with me because i will always resolve decision like where to go with a scissor paper stone game.. they feel that i am too childish, but sometime wun it be nice to just tink of something to come out with a decision even if it is a v. childish way.. wat matter is that at the end the problem is solved in a v. simple way.. seriuosly i really thot of coming to a decision of staying at my current job or going to the new one with a scissor paper stone game.. but then i noe that i cant do it.. life is not always tat simple.. but seriously what should i chose??...Stay or Go i really dunno.... argh~.. somebody please help me....

Hmm.. once again i had not been bloggin for a v. long time.. sickening.. i am sick... i cough like mad and my eye itch like hell... argh~.... i had been coughing for 1mth and at this rate i am goin on i sometime really wonder if i will get phenumonia.. it is horrible okie.. and my cough dun really come in the daytime.. it comes in the nite time... i will cough till i wake up and wonder why is my cough so serious.... and Karen got a shock by my cough when we went out that day.. haha she keeps on asking if i am okie.. and i will tell her i am okie.. but Karen, hw could anybody really be okie if she is coughing so badly like how i did tat day??... never underestimate my cough okie.. overall it had been a okie week... i did nothing.. accomplish nothing..

The only ting that i am looking forward to is that i had received a call frm nlb for a interview.. i received the call when i was on my way home together with Karen.. and after receving the call.. i keep on smiling to myself like a mad woman.. haha i tink after the outing on Friday.. Karen would not go out wif me again in the future.. either i cough like mad or i keep on smiling to myself.. haha...
Kie kie that is all for now...there is nothing that i feel like writing le..

Hehe once again i am mia from my blog for a long time.. sorry arh.. very busy mah.. have to work now.. sianz.. haha..

Anyway... getting quite adapted to my current work life.. gettin busier and busier as days goes by..
Well.. tink that is all.. dun really have anyting in mind that i wish to blog about.. been so busy nowadays that i dun even have time to day dream.. haha no lah mayb it is because i am too tired that is y i dun really wish to go and tink of anyting other than what time can i go to bed and SLEEP.. haha tat is like the most impt ting in my life now..
Tat's all folks.. till the next time... q=

Hmm.. havent been bloggin like for donkey years.. just dun feel like bloggin there is nothin that i wish to say.. in fact i have millions of things to say.. but then dunno how to say... i found out that i have been not able to express myself very well lately.. not because i have lost the ability to express myself but rather i just dun feel like doing it..
Anyway have started my new job at a new place... was sorta doing not really alot of things for this few days because i have not receive any training yet.. but overall i m still doin fine in this company.. well it is after all only my third day.. what do you expect rite??..
No matter what it is.. i will stay here for at least one yr before i move on... gain more experiences and have a nicer resume...
My bro's wedding was last sunday.. haha i noe it is kinda late to blog it only nw.. but oh well.. i am a busy person wif lots of things to do.. i guess overall it was quite enjoyable event.. can see that my parents are very happy.. well after all hafin so much ppl cuming to them to flout abou their kid's/nephew/niece achievement, and yet on sunday whereby they can show the world hw good their kids are.. they ought to be proud and happy.. I was not one of my brother's buddy.. but i didnt sleep too!!.. sickening.. because i have to help him do his flash thingy... din sleep till around 3.30 and wake up at around 8.. argh.. still suffering from not enuff sleep.. haha.. anyway.. the wedding was good.. went around helping my brother.. i guess when your house have a wedding, it would be a happy one.. we had a post wedding session at my home.. whereby my dad my mum and me sat down and chit chat.. wif food lah of course... they sorta say that the next wedding cumin up would be mine.. and sumhow i can sense how that they are starting to anticipate my wedding.. haha but then much as i would like to have a wedding and make them proud.. i am afraid i dun have the ability to.. unless i get outta this 'Miss My Prince' phrase, i would never fall in love with another guy, much less get married..
I also found out that.. without the burden of constantly thinkin about him.. my thots and decision are less clouded.. i have sorta step out of this very bad phrase.. and i can slowly feel myself rise to a higher level... i have gathered enuff strenghts to straighten out my life.. i think that for the past few months.. i have been stayin at one place and not move on.. in hope that i will get to see him more if i stay at tht point of my life.. i am afraid of moving on.. pure afraid.. i admit that i am a coward in this because i dunno what does the future lies for me.. for weeks.. i dun dare to think i dun dare to move.. now i have taken my first step.. move outta tat point of my life.. and i found that gradually his influence on my life is gettin lesser and lesser.. and i am able to straighten out my life nw
Not that i know what i want already.. but rather i know how i should go about living my life.. i am more determine than ever now that i wan to stay at this current work place of mine and get a degree.. that is the first step that i want to take now.. subsequently.. i will save up enuff money and open a shop.. should be a florist ba.. haha.. then you all muz cum and buy flower from me kie kie.. q=

i suffered from super duper ultra pms this time around.. i have such high mood swing that i am very much aware of it myself... but i just cant ctrl myself.. i have super duper foul mood.. and i know the reason why i am in such foul mood.. but i just cant ctrl myself... i am amazed by my pms this time around.. haha it is really very bad lor... my mood is so foul that even sittin there doin nothin i still feels angry and irritated as if the whole world owns me something... together with the giddiness that i usually suffered during my period.. i did what i should do in order to spare the world from my anger outbreak.. yesterday i had a super duper early bath.. around 4.. change into my pyjamas... then went into my room and switch on my air con.. announcing to the world that i am goin to bed... then i just idle time away in my room lie on bed and whine about the cramp and pain.. and play computer... in this way i feel more comfortable and my mood is way better.. and i spare the world from my anger outbreak.. haha

But.. today i am still feeling giddy.. and the cramp and pain is like super duper bad.. argh.. i want to go home.. and did wat i did yesterday.. bath.. change into my pyjamas.. and idle away the time.. but cannot i am working today.. help~.. perhaps later when i finish all the work i am supposed to do i will request if i can go home earlier and rest.... PAIN... argh~~!!...

*MiSs My PrInCe*

Your Brain is 80.00% Female, 20.00% Male

Your brain leans female You think with your heart, not your head Sweet and considerate, you are a giver But you're tough enough not to let anyone take advantage of you!

You Are 17 Years Old

17 Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe. 13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world. 20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences. 30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more! 40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.

Took a mrt home yesterday alone, well i rather like goin home alone because it give you a chance to reflect and think about my attitude, my life, the world and everything... and i thot of this two new concepts in life...
Concept Number 1
Everybody have a guardian angel.. these guardian angels come in the form of their better half.. i am not toking about just any better half but the one and only true one.. it is only in this better half of yours that would stand by you, love you, care for you and even give up their life for you.. if you truly love someone.. you would be willing to give up your life for them.. for living in this world without them would be something worse than death...

Concept Number 2
I am a poor girl, i really have no money.. i have no money to buy my friends expensive gifts or give them treats to posh places.. but one thing for sure.. so long as i have love, care and laughter, i would be willing to give them to my friends.. any of my friends who need them can get it from me.. I understand that in life, when you were born you would not bring any materistic items with you, but the moment we are born, we bring with us unlimited amount of love, laughter and care.. this things are unlimited.. you can never finish giving this things, so friends, dont be selfish, even to a stranger who are completely unrelated to you, showing some care and concern for people who are in need would make this world a more beautiful place...

*MiSs My PrInCe*

Hmm.. i found out that actually i dun need a reason to bitch.. when i want bitch i just bitch.. haha
went shopping with my sister yesterday.. was in a extremely bad mood.. we were in the MRT there are ALOT of youngsters planting their butt on the seats.. and nobody come forth to offer my sister who was carrying a baby a seat.. that is like.. wat the.... why cant all tis youngsters just stand and offer the seats to sumbody who needs it more than them.. even if it is not my sister i would still say it.. if a youngster fall down in the mrt.. at most he/she will sprain the leg or anyting.. a person with a baby fall down.. the baby might in danger!!.... why cant all this people just use their pea brain for a moment and tink... this is such a bad attitude... i just dun understand y people are so selfish.. argh... seriously either world peace or world destruction soon.. i believe that earth need major self cleansing... i am not kidding neither am i tinking nuts.. but it is just that there are too many bad ppl around the world who dun consider for others around..

Well i have to admit that my tolerant level for everyting is not as good as before.. or sum went up but my tolerant level for some other things went down.. there are other things that i am able to tolerate better than before but there are also other things that i am not able to tolerate as well as before.. haha pretty lame rite.. i also dunno.. anyway settled my job tingy.. dun wan to look back anymore.. once i agree to it i will just do it... and see what kind of experiences i will get outta tis.. haha...

Sianz... i seriously dunno what to do wif my life now.. seems like i have no life.. sickening.. i am gonna miss my colleague here once i start working as a perm staff.. SiCkEnInG...

*MiSs My PrInCe*

You're so intense and passionate - you're on fire!
You want to be an angel or a devil... you can't decide which.

No wonder you seem moody and even a little dangerious.
You've got some major mystery going on, so work it!

Your personality is the strongest of all signs, making you hard to deal with.

You Are 40% Normal (Somewhat Normal)

While some of your behavior is quite normal... Other things you do are downright strange You've got a little of your freak going on But you mostly keep your weirdness to yourself

Hmm did some personality test just now.. haha this is the results...

Your Birthdate: =p

Being born on the 3rd day of the month is likely to add a good bit of vitality to your life. The energy of 3 allows you bounce back rapidly from setbacks, physical or mental. There is a restlessness in your nature, but you seem to be able to portray an easygoing, "couldn't care less" attitude. You have a natural ability to express yourself in public, and you always make a very good impression. Good with words, you excel in writing, speaking, and possibly singing. You are energetic and always a good conversationalist. You have a keen imagination, but you tend to scatter your energies and become involved with too may superficial matters. You are affectionate and loving, but sometimes too sensitive. You are subject to rapid ups and downs.

Hmm today is monday the first day of the week.. and i am feelin super duper tired.. coz i stayed up late yesterday to watch a movie.. so is feeling v. tired now.. haha.. feel like z.z.z.z.z.z. coz i am very TIRED arh.. but then i am working so cannot sleep.. tonite i will go home and sleep early.. but then i always say i will sleep early and i end up sleep late too.. haizz.. dun be sad... haha.. try lah today muz try to sleep early.... *yawn*.. not working on wednesday... haizz... dun be dun be dun be sad.. sorry i just leave my finger on auto mode and they will type in whateve they wish to type.. coz my brain is not really working at this current moment of time.. and i had laksa for lunch just now.. tink it is not suitable for my stomach.. my stomach is feeling rather funny now.. sickening... )=

hmm.. havent been bloggin for the past three days.. erm got alot alot of things in mind that i wish to say out.. but then i am tired.. to tired to wan to say them out.. i guess i am really afraid of the future that is y i am chosing the silent approach.. i have sooo much things that i wan to say out.. so much thots so much reasons of why i chose the different option.. yet.. i am afraid i am not confident of the future.. or i just dun wish to move on.. that is y i am avoiding and not talking about it.. would rather chose to remain silent rather than take my usual approach of toking, explaining to ppl why i do this and do that.. just let ppl keep on asking me bout i just keep quiet.. i guess this is because everything is happening at a very fast pace.. from graduating till now searching for jobs.. it is happening too fast.. give me some time.. give me some time to adjust to the current situation.. then i will move on and tell everybody in the what is my plan... haizz.. another matter that i have in my mind is well.. haha always the same matter lor.. haha

Hmm feeling extremely emotional in the morning.. just receive a notice that i might need to go for an interview tomorrow... this indicate that i have to take a major step out of my life le... taking up a permanent job and finally join the working society... doing my temp job now makes me do some serious thinking about what kinda job i wan to do.. i really like it here.. ppl here are nice.. and it is REALLY NICE okie.. but i just dunno what they are doing.. i guess their field of job are too chim for me to understand so now i have to start again.. goin to a place whereby i absolutely dunno the colleague there at all.. haizz.. my cousin and i share the sama same sentiments.. for her case it is because she dunno the overall pic of the org.. so she is not happy working there too.. it just send me tinking about another issue.. are we the so call bunch of youngsters who are very chosy about their jobs.. i remember readin an article stating that nowadays youngsters are like oyster.. i dunno why oyster.. mayb after i refer back to the article i will blog down the reason why.. but then it seems like nowadays youngsters are very chosy about their jobs.. what is their job scope.. their pay and what they are supposed to do.. haha i dunno for those youngsters.. but i guess for my cousin and my case.. we just want to find a job whereby we are interested in workin in.. i guess when you dun really understand the ting tat you do.. that is really a problem.. and i mean what ppl dread most is to be stuck in a job whereby they have no interest at all.. all i ever want is to have a job that i enjoyed workin.. i dun mind running out or wat.. but then so long as it is a job i enjoy i tink i wun mind... i dunno if this is considered chosy or not.. but oh well.. life have to go on.. birds gotta eat, fish gotta swim.. i dun care what other ppl tink.. so long as i leave a honest life.. and treat ppl honestly.. i guess i have nothin to be afraid of...